tuesday-lovexx

i don't really understand why it always seems to work this way. mutual love seems to be such a rare thing in people. we always whine that no one loves us. we always fall so madly for people we can never have - people who never want us. and so we cry that we are alone. but there are usually people who do love us the way we want to be loved. yet, for some reason, we can't bring ourselves to feel the same way about them. and in that, we are trapped in loneliness. (i am always trapped in this loneliness.) (she texted me tonight to tell me she found someone new. a girl better than me. hurts like fucking hell. there's a guy who wants to gi